I need pills..the bitter the better...

My finger want to type something....

My head keep thinking about it....

my heart want me to talk about it...

But i don't reallu know what the "thing" is..

I keep asking myself...is it about my

Sadness??

Frustration???

Anger???

I can feel the pain..but i can't find the right word represent it...

My tears flow so fast...i can't even hold it....

But why????

I need someone to comfort me....

Someone who can lend me a shoulder.....

Someone who can give me something to wipe my tears....

I'm hurt inside...the 'thing' keep hurting me....

I can't stop it..

I need pills....

The bitter the better...

At least I can forget the bitterness in my life...