dAh BaLiK rUmAh....

aku rasa happy...why???

1. i'm home...

2. i got present...from sum1..hehehe

3. i'm out of the jungle..

4. aku tlepas dr org psiko....

but the most important thing is....i am happy because...i manage to finish my second year of study...this july i will continue my study in my third year...2 more years to go..i cant wait to finish it all...

about the present....

the day i am suppossed to fly to my hometown...i got present that i wanted the most...its a MP4...thanks to him who gave that things for me as a birthday present....

sOmEtImEs....i wAnT..bUt....i cOuLdN't....

sometimes i want to shout when i am angry..

but i couldn't bcos f the shame i have in me

sometimes i want to laugh aloud to express my happiness

but i couldn't bcos f the norm i hold on to

sometimes i want to cry all day when i break my heart

but i couldn't bcos of the fear i might not be able to stop

sometimes i want to smile all day long

but i couldn't bcos i am afraid people will call me crazy

sometimes i want to give my love to some one

but i couldn't bcos he might betray it and leave me alone someday

sometimes i miss u..love u...

but i couldn't bcos u r not mine anymore....